He has nothing to say...

Hey!

I havent written in a while, so I decided to. Things have been ok. As for work...I got permission to demote someone that has really been a thorn in my side. I hope to get that done on Monday. She will have the rest of the week to close things up. Aside from that, things with Babes are going well. He came by yesterday before work to watch Iron Man with me. It really wasnt enough time. We ended up fooling around and I made him late for work lol. I still like him :), but I think he needs to work on having better conversations. On the phone, I feel nervous cuz I am trying to make sure I have something to talk about. He never really starts a convo....its kinda the same when we are out. We talk about randomness...but then again, the silentness is not as bad. Sometime I wonder...why do u call me with nothing to say?? I def need to mention that to him. I got him on the 'i will call you back' comments. So anyway, Im not sure if we...well, I dont want to say all that. I like him. But I dont like that part of him. I want to know him more, but I cant if he doesnt talk more about whats going on ...even if it is minimal. Maybe he thinks I dont want to hear about the simple things? I don know.
We will see. Aside from that, I went to the eye doctor - I may have glaucoma. We will see.

Faith

Well, I cant really remember what I last wrote, but I dont remember being too happy with my man situation. It has gotten better. I think what I am lacking is faith. I have to have faith that God has my back. I know its hard, but thats a MUST! I see his hand working. I am thrilled at having Babes as a friend. He is awesome. If something develops-great. If not, he is definitely someone that I can keep in my circle. I see Gods progression and it is amazing. Its funny how I keep saying 'it cant get better'...but everytime, he blows me away. EVERYtime. . .hands down. So just by that alone, I should be excited about the future and not worried. We will end at that.