I just asked myself "Wsup with Vince" and for a split second, I thought, "Who?" Exactly! I am starting to recover...or perhaps I have already done so. I dont think about him...I dont think about "us". I dont miss anthing, because I wasn t getting anything from him! Although I am not thrilled about being by myself, I am happy to be alone and able to do me. I can flirt and think about other men...I can go out on dates...did I mention I can flirt? Well, I have always been a flirt, but now I can cross the line! lol
Aside from that, I talked to my long lost friend Kevin again. We talk like we were together. I think thats why I like him. He is easy to talk to. Like a best male friend. I can EASILY see him being just that. I can see him staying in my life forever. I am happy to have reunited with him. He does have a girl though, so I have to know my boundaries, and I do. As for him - thats another story. He is a huge flirt, so I expect it, but at the same time, I wish he were more respectful of his girl. I feel like, if I was his main squeeze, he definitely would do the same thing to me. Same thing as in talking dirty to someone who is NOT your significant other. He has a really strong personality - as do I. But I rarely meet someone who can match me like he does. We go toe to toe, and although I dont like to admit it - he often wins the battle. He's a man. All man and I love it. The only thing he is missing is some weight lol. Its weird. Vince helped me move past looks. A few extra pounds doesnt bother me anymore. Rafael also helped me with that. He is sooo sexy...I just love him! He too has a significant other! Damn it. I dont know...all the good ones are taken. And I see why!
Well, all I can do is chill and wait on mine - right? Right.
Well, keep praying for me!
