Well, summer camp is well on the way and I have been doing my best to help where I can. I had a convo with a guy named Nehemiah who works with me...just for the summer. Really sweet guy. He said he was surprised that I was not married, or at least taken. I explained myself to him and he understood. You think he may be my future? Its possible. Do I want him to be my future? No. He is too young. 23. He just graduated from college with an engineering degree. Smart guy, very ambitious. Great work ethic. He is a preachers kid. He has been really cool... I cant say anything bad about him. He is not really shy, but I dont see him as the type to really approach a female. It would really have to happen on a friend tip. I dont think things are going anywhere with Tristan. We dont even have a friendship cultivating which sucks. My relationship with Nehemiah has more potential! lol
My verse for the day was Matthew 18 15. It said (basically) that if you have an issue with somone, let them know. ont tell everyone and their mama and not say anything to them. If he takes in the info- great! I took that and texted Tristan about him not returning my texts. Turns out that he just doesnt get the,m. I believe him. Therefore he is not a jerk lol.
Right now...I'm good. Work is fine. Praise God. This employee got a write up again...she needs to watch herself or she is on her way out!
Church is great! I cant wait til Wednesday's Bible study. I'm not necessarily learning a lot about singleness...its more of a verification that what I am doing is right in line with God's word, so I am happy and eager. I have faith now...thanks to God...thanks to Him showing me different people: Arnie, Wendell, Tristan. They all go to my church.Arnie was ok, but had huge flaws...arrogance being a biggie...Wendell is all that, but just not physically my type..and Tristan just isnt interested in me (darn!). NEXT! lol Nothing else to really say but that...NEXT!
Thank you Lord for having my back throughout all t hese tough times. I pray that you just continue to show yourself in my life. Help those around me as they go through their trials. Help them to see you, know you, believe in you, trust in you, pray to you...so that they can get through it with plenty of experience and knowledge to gain. Thank you for all you have done for me. Its just ridiculus how you have touched my life and blessed me. Thank you thank you thank you -- no amount of thank you can ever really tell you how mucuh I am appreciative. Its beyond me how people can not wake up and just be elated that you allowed another day to come! Thank you Lord. Thank you for everything that I have gone through. Thank you for the good the bad and the ugly. Thank you for what I will go through...and I pray that you continue to help me to see you in all that I do. I want to do what you want Lord, I want YOUR will, not mine. Thank you for this life...although I do long to see you, long to be with you, long to be done with this earth in its sinful state. I thank you that my eyes have changed! I can see clearer now what you want...I want to continue to grow with you and in you. I love you. :) I love you. Thank you! I love you :)
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