Brighter Dayz Ahead

Hey! Its Monday morning, and I am feeling better about life in general. I got a little hair change - and o what confidence has it brought me! I feel like I felt back in Miami. Waking up every morning thinking - I am so beautiful! I walk around know this - loving me. Yea, they say hair shouldnt change you...but I've done me. I am happier this way. Perhaps its because of what I went through. Perhaps. In any case, I am ok with liking this new look. Everything happens for a reason right? Well, I needed this confidence, and thats why it happened as it did. I'll prolly go back to that old cut again, but not right now. As for Arnie, Im cool with it. I still think he and I would make a great pair - maybe in the future. When he's ready for me. Jerrell - well, I told him what it was: I am deleting your number....thought it was all good - but your acting shady - no hard feelins - just being upfront. He never answered. Its over. Hes going to see me one day in the club - looking O SOOO Fly! lol and he'll want me...but itll be too late! Too bad...for him. Im a greeat chick! Well, I am about to go to work and see what everyone in going to say bout this new look. I think they will like it. Of course there will be the jokes - but I dont care. In the end, its about me, and only me. I am excited about the future....for now lol - who knows what will bring me down again- hopefully the next news I have is good news though. My past entries have been so dreary. Well, wish me luck!