My Destiny

Man, do I love that church! I am definitely going to be getting more involved in whats going on. They have a powder puff team that i want to join - that way I can stay in shape without having to go to the gym. I am excited about that! I am even trying to recruit some folks from work! ANyway, I thought I was going to have a rough day at work - for one, I was sick - and on my period...but then I got two emails back to back that were about the same thing, and I had to go talk to my supervisors about what was going wrong. I have a plan of action for now, but Im definitely going to need to step up my game - delegate, and make sure things are going well from here on out. When Iwent to talk to the staff, it was not as bad as I expected. I was happy with the outcome. Im very happy actually - cant wait to go back and reveal the issues and how we plan on solving some of them. Aside from that, my personal life really has not changed much. I am threw with Jamal, but he is still trying. I have no other prospects. The young guy - I dont really talk to him much except when I have to. Um, some good news for me is that my old crush seems to be flatlining a little when it comes to his relationship. I got to see some pictures of the couple and he doesnt look as happy as he use to. I still dont think she is as pretty as me tho. Im kind of surprised that I am still interested despite all that has gone down, but it is what it is right. As of now, I would still get with him...but it would take a minute. I dont think thatll eer happen though. I am really believing that I have not met whoever it is I am suppose to end up with. It sucks, but the only person that I think I could potentially have a future with is that old crush - Arnie. However, he is taken....and he has already broken my heart. Remember what I said before - I dont do go backs. never have yet....If he is my destiny, God will find a way to allow us to regain the friendship we had started last summer. Ive always thought there was somthing special about him - still do. Still think his girl is lucky. Sure there are things that I dont like about him - but its stuff I think I can deal with. Only God knows. I wish I had a clue...but what I do know for sure is that God loves me. He loves me soo much. He wants me to continue to do good in his name. I will be blessed! He has a man in store for me that is great! I am going to be soo happy!! I cant wait for the day!! Thats the hope that I hold on to. I believe that. I know Im getting kind of old, but hey- Im sure he will be worth the wait! If its destine for me and Arnie to be together, then I'll just wait...patiently lol.