Thank you Lord...

Coming out of Bible study today, I started thinking about Tristan...and whether he was the one for me. I thought about what he seems to offer...I was talking out loud. As I spoke, I got a nervous scare - I felt myself re-stating some of the things I heard would be a part of the ONE. Its crazy. I'm scared. I don't want to mess it up. Then I think, God only wants the best for me. As long as as do what he wants me to do, stay in the right path..love Him..He will send Him to me. He will make it happen regardless. With that, I am excited. Thank you for loving me. I can't believe you would do that for me. I have done so much wrong. But you love me enough to forgive me and keep helping me...keep holding my hand, keep blessing me despite the let downs. Thank you. I will keep trying to be the person you want me to be. Thank you for never giving up. Thank you for putting Tristan in my life. Thank you for the HOPE that he represents. Thank you. It's funny how people have NO CLUE what they mean in your life. Its amazing how you work. Thank you Lord. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you Lord...I thank you, and I love you...thank you thank you thank you thank you I love you