I am feeling pretty emotional right now. I finished the book of Johm and started on the book of Acts. Jesus is soo amazing. I cry...but its not a cry of sadness. I cry because I am greatful. I cry because - because I am thankful. I cry because He is so merciful and I am not worthy. I cry because we dont deserve His love. We have put Him through so much. We are horrible people...but he Loves us still...he still cares. Thank you Lord for saving me. Thank you for the second, third, millionth chance. There were so many times you were there...but I didnt see you. I did not want to see you. I wanted to do my own thing. But Lord, I have found you...and I am ready and willing. And I want you to be with me every step of the way. I am thankful. Thank you Lord. Please walk with me Lord. NBless me although I am not worthy. Thank you. Save my friends. Help them to see your wonders through me...through anything Lord...just help them like you have helped me. Life is still hard, but Life is better with you by my side...everyday.
Lord, I researched the gift of the Holy Spirit - the gift of tongues. Lord I believe I have the Holy Spirit - otherwise...where would I be?? But Lord, I ask for the gift of tongues. I am scared Lord. Very scared to be that close to you. I am terrified. Because of the guilt. But I will continue to pray Lord. I know I will have it. I probably do have it...I just need to get it out of me. Thank you Lord, for what you have already done for me...and what you will cotinue to do for me. I love you. I thank you. Thank you Lord. I love you thank you thank you thank you Lord. thank you
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