Well well well. Not too mch going on here. It snowed today and couple days ago. Its the first time in several years, so its kinda historic. Anyway, let me go ahead and jump right into the man situation. I'm not feeling Jamaal anymore. Last weekend he stayed over again - he had a blow pop - original. I toke it. He got upset. He took it back. I thought it was not only thoughtless of him, but greedy. After everything I have done for him, he takes that away from me. I have never asked him for anything. I dont want to be involved with someone who is not as giving as me. He knows that I have not been acting the same in recent days. I am pulling away slowly. It was nice while it lasted, but I am looking forward to moving on. As for Arnie - he is starting to really repulse me with his arrogance. Had a discrepancy with him the other day and he insists that he is right and I am in the wrong. Idiot. So whats new?? We will call him Lil K.
Lil K is simply addorable, but yet again, I always like them young. He swears he is mature, but I told him that was for me to find out. I am pretty sure this is not going to work for several reasons. For one, he did not go to college. Perhaps as a result, he is still finding his way in the job market. He does not have a career. He works 3 different jobs. On the up side, he is very attractive - tall, slim, nice eyes. He is tatted up which is sexy, but for the business world - not too smart. He compliments me a lot - thats how I fell for him really. He is 5 years younger then me!!
We are suppose to go out to a movie this weekend. I told him to call me about it. He had asked me out before and I didnt go to the meeting spot (300 bowling alley)- he was upset about it which I thought was cute. Anyway, like I said, he is suppose to call me this weekend about going out, but I have not heard from him yet. I know tonight is not a good nite to go out with the snow and all, so I can assume thats why he didnt call. Its suppose to get better tomorrow afternoon. Since Monday is a holiday, well, he will have no excuse. If I dont hear from him this weekend though, hmm, I'll get him good when I do see him. To get back into my good graces, he will have to come hard. For real. Cuz that would be him showing his childish/immature side.
Well, I would not and could not take him seriously anyway. Like I said, he is 22, with no career. He will just be a boy toy. Since I have nothing at the moment, might as well!!
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