Changing My Thoughts...Increasing Imagination

So I had difficulty sleeping again. I was just restless. Yup, still thinking about that situation with Arnie. I woke up at 3 am - watched some tv, went to bed, got up at 730a...watched Paula White. She had this guy on her show who wrote a book called "Imagine That" I think. It basically said that the reason we dont get what we ask for is because we dont believe in it enough. We need to believe in it so much so that you are already there. I want love. So I need to act like I am already in love. That way...I draw it to me. My thoughts need to change from being sad and impatient - to KNOWING that I have love. We each have vibes or electricity flowing through our bodies. I need to attract love by feeling it and being in it. I started my new thought process today. I noticed that all my feelings: sadness, frustration, loneliness - all centered around men and the thought of not having found love yet. I need to change my focus - focus on having love since that is what I ultimately want. So today I proclaimed that I was in love. I said it multiple times - and I must say - it felt REALLY GOOD! It was so weird. I actually could feel it. I had butterflies in my stomach and was anxious in a good way. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs how happy I was that I had found it. I felt myself happier at work - better able to maintain my cheerfulness. I had an extra pep in my step. I felt less stressed and happy to go home. Calling parents and sending emails didnt seem as hard - I just went for it. I was in love. There was nothing stopping me. In still maintained my spirituality - tried my best to use appropriate language and I tried to get others on the right path along with me. I even swtiched my ring over to my left hand. It feels weird, but it looks so good. I feel engaged. I feel loved. I am full of a sincere emotion. That thought that someone cares enough to want to be with me for life. My imagination is really wild...so I hope that gives me an edge. Man, feeling in love makes me want to do whateva! No fear! I like this feeling and I thank God for answering my prayer and helping me through this tough time. I am still not fearful of death, but I do look forward to my future a little more. I just hope I continue on this path ...and more important - I hope that my happiness and eagerness to be more Christlike spreads to others and becomes infectious. Of course, I also hope that I really do find love...or that I attract someone! lol

Ps He claims that he is not in love with her.