Rejected-Jerell

So, he didnt call. I felt like crap - couldnt even sleep. I thought I had this one. The back of my mind is telling me that this is all premature. There is still a chance. Maybe today? He logged on to myspace last nite. If he had time to do that, he definitely had time to throw a text to me. I dont know. I dont know him well enough to know what he is capable of doing. Being a spiritual person, I would have thought that he would at least be honest. If he thought that I was not his type or that we would no longer talk, he should have made it more obvious. He was standoffish during the date. Kept his distance...but I dont see him as an affectionate person when it comes to PDAs. He definitely has the words tho. Let me put myself in his shoes. *thinking*. ..If I was not feeling someone, I would not tell them that their eyes were beautiful...nor would I tell em that they looked sexy....so perhaps, I am premature in my thinkin. Maybe he is interested, but he doesnt know where I stand and he's not tryin to be overbearing. Yea, maybe thats it. I hope so. I'll let you know as soon as I know something. I'll wait through today to see if he talks to me. If not, then on Wednesday, or maybe tonite, I'll send him a text. The last thing I said to him that nite was that Id holla at him - maybe he took that literally. Maybe he's doing that 3 day rule. Wait 3 days after a date to call someone - u dont want to look too desperate. He doesnt see like the type to do that, but who knows. I want to get to know him..I know that much.
You know, he didnt try anything. He didnt try to touch me, kiss me - nothing. Just half a hug. Thats it. Thats good cuz I dont like overbearing guys who only think about sex - he may not be that type....but maybe he is just not interested. I am paranoid about my hair - if he calls, Im going to ask him what he thinks about me growing it back out. Which looks better? Hmm.
Halle is beautiful with long hair and with short hair - so is Jada Pinkett Smith...can I be the same way?? Should it matter? No. I guess, if someone cares about something so materialistic, then I dont need them in my life.
True Story..