Monday, October 29, 2007

Rejection - Jerell

So, Jerell called me beautiful and blutiful. I was sooo exstatic! I thought -FINALLY! I HAVE SOMEONE!! We went out yesterday on our first date to the movies. We saw Tyler Perry's "why did i get married". It was really good. I thought we were both having a good time. He picked the movie, the time and the place - he even paid. We texted back and forth til I got there. I got there late - so he said I was on punishment. lol. Anyway, at the end of the date, he walked me to my car. He said we couldnt keep the date going cuz he had to get up at 6 30am the next morning. I understood. He said he would holla at me later on that nite. I didnt hear from him. Today, Monday, I havent heard from him at all - no text, nothing. I am already thinking that the date really was not all that great. He must not have thought I was attractive enough. He said my eyes were beautiful...and towards the end he said I looked sexy with my stomach out lol. I dont know though. I just thought I would have heard from him. Im giving him tonight to call. If I dont hear anything, then I know it is over. I knew it was too good to be true. He was gorgeous. I wanted to know more. I settled it to myself though- it is his loss, not mine. I am a great person. I am beautiful. He didnt give me enough time to showcase all that I had. I may be overreacting. I need a guys opinion. The only thing I could guess is that I was not pretty enough.
If this is the case, I should have known rejection was close by...doesnt it always happen that way?
I met this guy names Jelan at DOCs last night. He is 24, an omega, currently a student at Morehouse. He was really into me - really... He looks just like Nick Cannon - very attractive, bout my height, slim. I dunno - he's real young. Oh, he is in architecture. I gave him my#.
I met Arnie's girlfriend las nite too - she has really big eyes. He's allright - not pretty, just ok. I guess it was nice of him to introduce me to her, but I didnt really care for that.
Thats pretty much it -
I'll let you know how things with Jerell pan out...

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