I got signed! I went in for an interview and got a 1 year modeling contract! I have to setup a photo shoot now and Im still tryn to figure out how I want my hair. Im thinking bone straight...18 inches. I am really excited about that!! I am lookin forward to fashion shows, hair shows and any kind of print I can get into. I will keep you posted.
As for men, things are going pretty well. The young one and I are officially talking. We've been out a couple times. He spent the night over here and I made him dinner. We had a good time. I feel myself letting myself go a little bit. Letting him in...a little bit. Ive been watching Making the Band 4 lately...There are 2 characters on there- Qwanell and Dawn. I am so into them as a couple. They arent together or anythng, but I feel them. I feel like I can relate to Dawn so much so that I would not be surprised if I knew her in a past life. I feel connected to her. As for Q-he is ideal. A sweetheart of a guy, cute, tall, gentleman. I like him a lot...and I like him for her. I feel like I am Dawn. Im looking for my Q.
As for the young one, I will continue to chill and get to know him, but I dont think he is the One. Why ? I just dont feel it.
As for Arnie - I saw him the other day-we looked at each other and kept walking. No words exchanged. I feel wrong. Ifeel like I should be speaking. It would be big of me. What is holding me back? The fact that he was the one to cut me off. I feel like I shouldnt bother because it was his choice to let me go. I know Im wrong. I need to speak. God give me the strength to speak. Help me to put all that 'beef' down and be like you. Im not saying have a conversation...at least a simple hello or hey will start things off.
Um, whatelse?? Im starting to stay in shape - I joined a PP team. I went to the field and watched them practice. I got there so late that I didnt want to interrupt and look like an idiot. I have practice again on Sunday-so I'll be there. Im excited about all these new things going on!
Continue to pray for me. Work is still a little rough...but Im making sure I take time for self. Thats important.
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