I just wanted to write a quick note. I spoke to Arnie for a minute today...and when I heard his voice, I felt something. It was like a chill/shock. It was like "wow! Did you feel that?!" It was like that feeling people say you get when you kiss that one person you're suppose to be with. He was in my dream again last nite. We were laying by each other and he was talking about a relationship with his girl...so I thought. But it ended up really being about us. Our faces are really really close - about to kiss close. Foreheads touching, laying down...real romantic. I am wanting to kiss him soooo bad, but I know that he has a girl, so I dont. As he is talking though, I feel the conversation turn from her to me...and I am wondering what is going on.
My feelings are coming back.
God...is he for me? Am I just to be patient? This is the second time that I have felt something special/different/beyond the norm. The first was when we started talkin more. At that point I felt that he was the one for me. It was the same feeling I felt when I got the Atlanta job....before I got the Atlanta job. I remember telling myself to calm down because it may not be foreal...or it may not be for right then. Man, God...if that is for me....help me to be patient. He is beautiful...and I think I ...I know I love him, but I want the chance to reall fall in love with him. If he is not the one...then I pray for the truth.
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